decision

the prospect of dreams

dwindling idly

so much smoke gladly

burned

           spent offerings

proffered to spirits

unseen uncaring

shaking sudden hours

of time loose

changing loose change

to dreams of its own


so dance this way dear

with your reflection

in my glasses and your breath

on my lips

secrets shared are

no less lasting

and no more distant

than the sweet soft sound

of yes.




douglas brent smith


 

flight for now

your heart sheds tears to me

never for me

as if i were your psychiatrist

of love

wise in the ways of your wanting

though absent from the joys 

you feel lost


listen...

i once chased a butterfly for an hour

hoping it would remain free

dancing there with me

letting it land in my hand

and know me

because the moon knows

and the stars know

and this butterfly knows

that though free and skittish

and uncommitted

our love is never lost

but aloft on butterfly wings.




douglas brent smith


photo by doug smith

 

not inconsequential

of course there were thousands

of rational even dramatic

reasons why we would

never work out or

remain together like

gravity i keep falling for you like

fate untested and irresistible because

that voice those eyes that nonstop dancing and

because

you could tie a cherry stem

with your tongue.




douglas brent smith


 

no, again, so

your soft kisses danced

across my face

your agile fingers

found my heart

stars and planets shuddered

underneath

the stark, darkness hinted

with each breath

your eyes with tiny tears

smile up at me

pleading, asking

begging (gleefully)

though your voice

said firmly

"no."





douglas brent smith

 

glutton

precisely because

i can not tame you

or hold you to promises

you'll never keep


for the fumbling from friction

and tension weeping in the night

wondering where you are

incredibly over the constant

terrors you touch me with

a velvet glove over fondness lost

losing with the lies from eyes once true


now gazing on weakness

crushed under your strength

i wonder why i

want you more than before.





douglas brent smith

 

find your creative way

"Find the way to your own creativity and everything else becomes better."

-- doug smith