the numbers

you're living (it's truly

amazing) i'm crazy

though windows to open

will never close doors

you're giving (i'm 

living)

much more than before


together we wonder

while skies shall surrender

when life lends us love

the threes become fours

but what matters

above all

when people may choose

is magic in making

the ones become twos.





douglas brent smith

 

envy

he smoked a pipe

that would make any author

drool with envy

which (by the way) need not be green

but it's also available in

red, blue, and occasionally paisley


although perhaps best

invisible.





douglas brent smith

 

What the Lemmings Must Know

Stars stream madly

across the frozen sky

sending drops of passion

into the pathways of

                                 our wings

unmasked unfolded

                                 we yearn

for the mystery

painted on the faces

of leaping lovers


of circus grips

and tunesmiths


sing, push, and pull


the lever

once pulled

overrides all the rules

the camera

once flashed

disappears with a crash

the secret

once known

leaves the lover alone.




douglas brent smith


 

Space Fish

 

Space Fish
Space Fish


Nothing spectacular, just a fish in space who has swallowed a space station and is apparently surrounded by black holes. Oh, and an orbiting top hat, too.


douglas brent smith 



The Sun Rises, The Television Sets

oh lovely lady locked

into real world rollers

with past tense terrors

run off with me

somewhere like

the mountains of

Colorado

where we'll build a

log cabin right next to 

our own peak

while the snow falls, the sun

rises

and the television set's

blue glow flows on

we'll sing

all day long

and in the evening

keep each other warm.





douglas brent smith


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Note:

When I wrote this, possibly in 1975, I had no idea that I would actually some day live in Colorado. Life can be funny like that. It wasn't in a log cabin, and it wasn't with the lover in this poem, but there was an interesting symmetry to the adventure.



Sketches from Journal #8 (1975)

 

After Magritte's Stairway

After Escher's Stairway


Hands Up

Hands Up



Journal #8 Cover

The cover to Journal #8



Study for set design for The Great Brain Robbery

Study for the set design to The Great Brain Robbery, a play



Sketch of Annie

Sketch of Annie, 1975



Tower Sketch

Tower Sketch



The Pilot Was Surprised

The Pilot Was Surprised



Looking
Looking





touching

we settle slowly into silence

softly pouring the drops of recognition

into each other's eyes

with all the warmth we can hold

stirring in our collective heart


with a dream we had searched for passion

open arms, seeking understanding

wide eyes brilliant vision

of a sharing so full it would flow

and with delight announce its discovery

you touching me touching you.





douglas brent smith

 

The Mysteries of Love

 

Study for: The Mysteries of Love

Study for the set design for "The Mysteries of Love" by douglas brent smith

So far, this play has not been written. 

misunderstanding

that valentine's day

i sent flowers to

two people was not

the first time even though

it carried more drama and

it was not because i

could not decide but because i

did not feel the need to

love either any less but because you

did not see it that way

once discovered it

did not turn out quite as i

expected


are you still angry?





douglas brent smith

 

counting her cards

there's a spot on her cheek

an ash perhaps

a mere smudge she's not aware of

we all see it so

quietly, i tell her


turning suddenly she wipes it clean

erasing any embarrtassment

and returns to the task at hand

counting her cards


circles below our eyes

declare that morning is near

as the factory waits tomorrow

day shift of all days and

we can't call out again or

we'll be let go for good


the lights fade as the sun rises

warning about duties as

it shows the disheveled house


i stretch out on the floor wondering

what it could be like to share her bed

i hear her turn off the water and

close her door


a pronounced decisive click

birds welcome morning

i blow out the last candle as

the house grows quiet with

Bob on the couch and

Dave in the recliner and

me on the floor and

my love in her bed

i second guess her thoughts as

i hear her shuffle

counting her cards.





douglas brent smith


sometimes we wander

sometimes by chance

by luck or by design

we find real people

moving along matching lines

cruise to connecting music

smile at marvelous magic


sometimes we stumble

onto a carnival of dreams

so mellow and alive

so easy and free

yes, sometimes we wander with love

waiting eagerly




douglas brent smith


 

lover, still

that sudden electricity

which you so innocently offered

without pretense or guilt

(a day we both remember)

   then, carefully

took away

reverberates within that part

of us that we cannot control

and

returns with dreams veiled over

and keeps a steady hold


if by some chance you choose to chase

another's amorous embrace

remember there're no secrets now

i see it in your face


you know i'll never force a smile

or make it something new

but if my love is not enough

it's still my gift to you.





douglas brent smith



 

Top Hat Journey

Drawing: Top Hat Journey

 

Drawing: Top Hat Journey, by douglas brent smith

from Journal #7, The Eclectic Trance Dance, 1974