Go Deeper

Being absolutely sure of something means I've only explored one side.

No only is our individual perspective imperfect, it is also incomplete.

Go deeper -- that's where the treasure lives.

-- doug smith


ocean walk


the cold wind blew uncut

as ocean waves kicked stone gray jetties

large gaping cracks between the rocks

long suggestive pauses in our dialogue

steps away a homasote haunted castle

beyond a secret mist two blocks

in the distance a single

block between what we said and

what pooled below the surface

moist light beach sand crisp night air

a buoy on the horizon this is your turf

your haunting ground the smells salt sweet

gulls and mussels and popcorn blended

inseparable from that late summer visit


our individual yet tethered travels

returning each of us again to us

in our own ocean so deep we may not swim

beyond the mystery


of the tingling unhinging phrases unstrung

broken guitar strings a chipped boardwalk

recollection


stunning afternoon thru evening tones

incidental sublimations consequential

quirks of fate probing endless questions

colored by scattered sighs barely audible

experience unsaid unconsummated ties

that clouds cover us and the moon

that night one of our full moons

stalking us the jangle of atlantic city

fading in the distance

your tales of dancing on the steel pier


hints, whispered non-sequiturs, double entendres 

glimpses ? wishes ? desires ? 

a circle of sand around your blanket

endless conversation smoke inside

my eyes around your eyes

(should we touch) (should we try ? )

we did not and

wondered why...





-- douglas brent smith


 

Making Tracks

Making Tracks - sketch by douglas brent smith

 Making Tracks - sketch by douglas brent smith

intermittant


there were chance meetings

distributed miles and months

touching us taunting us

locking us into a long

tight wire of vibrating nuance

you knew this, and kept on dancing

i knew this, and...what? what 

did it mean? how would it turn?

oh how we would yearn...oh

how we would learn.

 

Enter Spring

Enter Spring

 

Enter Spring, sketch by douglas brent smith, 1979

tone for the dance


you dance to any number of

different melodies

counterpoint included

shadows and obscure warnings aside

what matters is the moment of decision

the direction (the action)

the tree limb that bends in the wind

never curses the rain

it takes many different notes

to complete a symphony

and the twelve tones of reason

serve as aids not limitations

the only lies we tell (whispered to shadows)

as rests in the measure

(the measure of our beat)

the heat from growing pressure

cuts the tension with release.




-- douglas brent smith 

like glue


in the land of collage

the parts of the whole

are not merely parts

of the whole


touching convincingly

embracing connection


they ARE the whole


picture


functioning as one.




                                the vision

                                amounts

                                to

                                everything.






-- douglas brent smith


mist or sleep


sleepless resting

scattered flecks, invisible

wisdom floating

sending encoded messages

in slumberland tones


nearly imperceptable

the white noise of

unknown visitors

walking as ghosts

spirits in disguise

inside pulsing


faces in the mist

in the midst

of

eval

or

a

ion...






-- douglas brent smith

  

acceptance of collage land


she watched me

repeatedly

cutting random pictures from

stacks of magazines, old books,

catalogues, yearbooks, newspapers, and

never questioned

why

and

gave secret smiles and


all

was

right




whatever else we've done

you did make it more fun.


-- douglas brent smith




The Green Kiss of Departure

The Green Kiss of Departure - collage by douglas brent smith




 

Pillows to Soften the Blow

Pillows to Soften the Blow

 Pillows to Soften the Blow - collage by douglas brent smith, from the journal The Yellow Ages, 1978


Notes:

Have you ever been knocked unconscious? I was once during a pillow fight. How is that even possible? Trust me, it is. Or, at least I blacked-out momentarily. I was here, and then I wasn't, and I can almost still see that goose down pillow headed for my face. It wasn't horrible. It was different. I would not recommend it and I would not do it again. All I could think at the time was "thank goodness that I didn't break my glasses."



Juvenile Spurts

Juvenile Spurts

 

Juvenile Spurts - sketch by douglas brent smith



in collageland


the cityscape

skyline triggers

figures certain

wild untamed

sophistication gathered

neon electric smoky fast

gathered 

                forces

forces our focus

beyond the eye's 

tries

for unity

into the scattered

invitation to collage.





-- douglas brent smith