Secret Recipes

 

sketch by doug smith

Secret Recipes - sketch by douglas brent smith, from Journal #9, Midwest Blue (1976-1977)

prevention

i heard somebody mumble

that we live inside a jungle

and if we're not judicious

may meet someone malicious

cold lurking on the prowl

intent on business foul 


disaster faster than we care to know


but if we're extra wary

about such terrors scary

our awareness could prepare us

for phenomena that scare us

and with targeted intention

succeed with its prevention


escape that shapes a better freedom flow.





douglas brent smith


Nude Behind a Tree

 

sketch by doug smith

Nude Behind a Tree, sketch from Journal #9, Midwest Blue (1976-1977)-- douglas brent smith

coffee table

ashes, roaches, tweezers, matches

our hands a foot apart

not touching until

you pass the heavy book of

Picasso paintings

tapping the cover telling me

without telling me


the days grow shorter

a candle burns slowly

security in its perch

atop the bottle of cheap wine


(a pair of feline eyes stare

through the glass top sharing

perfect secrets knowing what is real)


"who believes in love anymore?" you

say, a provocation? an invitation? 


"maybe," i reply, "maybe!"


if it is you

who is of

love and secrets perfected by scars


but!

you feel untouchable heavier than

this table carrying

questions that burn, that smoke

that penetrate us, but

why?


i'm alive enough to know i'm 

near you

not near enough to you to

know i'm alive





douglas brent smith


Foiled Again

 

Foiled again, sketch by doug smith

Foiled Again, sketch by doug smith, from Journal #9 Midwest Blue, 1976-77


Tom

 the words you want

most to write

never come

until

they (you can't find them) find you

unprepared: unaware

and they laugh fast and run


the people who all mean the most 

you take for granted

as their memories become

lingering ghosts

of lines you never chanted

songs you never sang


but i refuse to let that slide

because it boldly matters

and honestly, without you

i'd be forever sadder





douglas brent smith



Filling the spaces

 

Filling the spaces

Filling the spaces, sketch by douglas brent smith, 1976


The doodle sketches of a busy time, from Journal#9, Midwest Blue, 1976-1977. Letting go, moving on, trying on Chicago for size, while also re-inventing in New Jersey. The notes on this page span a wide amount of time with notes for plays in Chicago and rehearsal with -- DD -- in NJ and a Polaroid picture of Annie herself, standing outside 2065 Pennington Road. Not sure that any of this is noteworthy much less art worthy but here it is anyway. History.