Showing posts with label Cecilia. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Cecilia. Show all posts

over cards


there must have been three

or four reasons why

the cards in your hand shook

waiting on the meld

smoke swirling around your lip

(swollen from the mouthpiece

of a stubborn trumpet) sky writing

secret indecipherable signals

playing your hand against your partner's 

lack of bullets

"nothing but clothes" you said

a handful of jacks and queens

powerless in the endgame of tricks

but that's not what you were

thinking of i could tell

with the gin nearly empty

and the ashtray full of roaches

some sweet lucid larceny was taking place

and for a moment eyes meeting eyes

you pick-pocketed a parcel of

unsung refrains from within me

and never cracked a smile.




-- douglas brent smith


coffee table

ashes, roaches, tweezers, matches

our hands a foot apart

not touching until

you pass the heavy book of

Picasso paintings

tapping the cover telling me

without telling me


the days grow shorter

a candle burns slowly

security in its perch

atop the bottle of cheap wine


(a pair of feline eyes stare

through the glass top sharing

perfect secrets knowing what is real)


"who believes in love anymore?" you

say, a provocation? an invitation? 


"maybe," i reply, "maybe!"


if it is you

who is of

love and secrets perfected by scars


but!

you feel untouchable heavier than

this table carrying

questions that burn, that smoke

that penetrate us, but

why?


i'm alive enough to know i'm 

near you

not near enough to you to

know i'm alive





douglas brent smith